"if you still breathing you're the lucky one..."
I'm screwed. X...x
I just find out that i have got a two new not opened box of tempera paints... and if i want to paint with them i should use them in this year...(on till holidays one to the end of the year) That will be a war for me to use this all stuff (and big bottle of white paint that i think is too old to use now...)
I bought a really cheap watercolor like one dollar price and i try to tell myself it's time for me to come back here and try to create new things... but i can't?
I have a little stresful time now, my job give me a lot of stress too. I'm lost with my feelings, i run away from my thoughts and pretend i'm normal and everything is ok all the time.
I don't believe in New Year's provisions but i want to made one in this year... I'm to afraid to try because i know i don't do them anyway. That's all my life.
How about you? You're really quiet recently.
Be free to tell me about what's going on!
Note, or here i don't care where